you

time has given me a lot to think about the way we spend it together
there have been moments when i thought that we have connected
only for several accounts in our random meetings
15 minutes are not enough for us to be fraternizing
and in those moments i have grown fond of you
i even thought wonderful things about you and i
thoughts that can only be satisfied by you, and knowing that you felt what i was feeling too
but these feelings are not mine to possess, no, not just yet
still i am weakened and left powerless betrayed by my insecurities
you seemed so close yet too far
a sense of belongingness comes to me whenever your eyes graces mine
those two little jewels that keeps on mesmerizing me and seem to touch my soul
a jolt of happiness embraces my heart whenever you acknowledge my little smiles
makes me wonder if i am alone with this
...should i take action?
...should i step forward?
...should i take the leap?
simple as it is to others but this is a mountain for me
only time will tell...
only time will heal...
only time...
if there is still time...
i would...
i...
you...