have you ever been so fed up with a lot of things that are so close to your life that you sometimes just want to throw them all the way? have you ever felt so disgusted with the things you see eveyday? have you ever felt so dizzy with people that you meet, you greet, you go out with, people that ask simple things, people that just won't leave you alone. i do. alot of times i just want to vanish in front of them, or simply float away in the distance never to be seen again. or if i could only have one of those invisibility cloaks that harry potter has in possession, when he just wanted to get away with the croud, unnoticed or just look at the mirror and see what your heart's desire (like him seeing his parents when truth is, he could never ever talk to tem again) or better yet, be like "atom" who, by the twist of a knob could make himself so small that even a microscope couldn't see him. isnt there a way to just go away or just change your identity, be in a place where no one knows who you are and start over.
      i also get easily tired of people questioning me about my love life, which obviously i lack, and not planning to have one and i'm really proud of it.  even my little sister thinks that i have given up on her, when in fact i was just teaching her that life isn't fair abnd that she has consequences to face, whenever she commits a mistake. all i really wanted for her is to understand, and realize how much harder life would be if she would face it alone. i just simlpy wish people would stop asking and start mindin their own.
       but then again, life seems to inflict upon us that man needs someone to rely on. why can't we just live alone? why cant we just scurry about our own lives not pickin on others, while in reality these people who stick their necks with others, seem not to notice anything about themselves, the cancer that has been eating their very existence. why not find a cure to your own, before mending others.
oh if you people just leave me alone and let me be...