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Saturday, November 19, 2005
sorry, next week i promise. i have some things to take care of first. i have to re-think what is happening with my life. right now all i can say is that i'm a floater. have to be inspired again. i'm caught between the need to be loved and commitment. i have to gather all my thoughts and think it through.
Posted at 11/19/2005 1:28:14 am by kulafu
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
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Your Birthdate: January 17 |
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Your birth on the 17th day of the month suggests that you are very lucky financially, because this date indicates a solid business sense.
Although you are probably very honest and ethical, this birthday enables you to be shrewd and successful in the world of business and commercial enterprise.
You have excellent organizational, managerial, and administrative capabilities enabling you to handle large projects and significant amounts of money with relative ease.
You are ambitious and highly goal-oriented, although you may be better at starting projects than you are at finishing them.
A sensitivity in your nature, often repressed below the surface of awareness, makes it hard to give or receive affection. |
Posted at 6/28/2005 3:51:04 pm by kulafu
Friday, May 27, 2005
just a song, (as far as i could remember)
Smile--Make 'em think you're happy
Lie--And say that things are fine
And hide that empty longing that you feel
Don't ever show it
Just keep your heart concealed
Why--Are the days so lonely
Where can a heart go free
And who will dry the tears that no one's seen
There must be someone
To share your silent dreams
Caught like a leaf in the wind
Lookin' for a friend--Where can you turn
Whisper the words of a prayer--And you'll find Him there
Arms open wide--Love in His eyes
Posted at 5/27/2005 5:04:15 pm by kulafu
Sunday, April 24, 2005
finally, i graduated from training last week and i'm now taking calls on the floor. although i stil am on probation for at least 3 more months. i just want to thank God for His faithfulness. my schedule has been a bit crazy, i have to go to work from 2 am till 11 in the morning. my body clock has finall said that i should be asleep durig the day. and be awake the whole night long till 11 in the morning. i have met some of my teammates and they have been really friendly. it's been 6 days straight that i have been working in the early morning shift. i haven't met all of my teammates yet. but i am looking forward to meeting them all. my day off is on tuesday and wednesday. that means that i have to go to church feeling very sleepy. my only prayer is that i'd be a good witness to them all.
Posted at 4/24/2005 12:37:29 pm by kulafu
Monday, March 28, 2005
if i could sum up what happened to me on the second week of work, i would say that it's "information overload". i know envy is something that i shouldn't be thinking of, but i admit that i did experience a little bit of envy when i heard some of my batchmates names called on the exemption list on the written exams we took last saturday. i blame it all on me ofcourse. i guess i haven't studied enough though i admit, i haven't studied crazy like this in like say a 2 milleniums. and of course, i really want to give all the glory to God, if it wasn't for him. i'd be sitting and wandering what went wrong. i mean, most of my friends would know that memorizing is one of my weakest areas. i simply forget a lot of things. especially remembering names, and trying to remember all of the faces from their names. i am also guilty of meeting an acquantance for several times, and i still cant connect the name to their faces. i guess i have to focus on that as well. and yes, i've been meeting with my batchmates at work for two weeks now and i still could not call most of them by name. that's why i still depend on their name tags. it's a good thing that our trainers insisted for us to make one for ourselves. anyways, going back to what i was saying earlier. 2nd week, i called the information overload. i am really thankfull for God, causing me to remember most of what i studied from the past week. i saw some of my grades, and i still can't believe how i did these things. and to think that the percentage is really far from what you'd expect from college to make a passing grade. i remember when i am still in college, the passing grade is 75 percent. and i rarely get around 85 percent for each class, and here at work the passing is way off by a mile. i consider these things as an intervention from God (me passing a mark and exceeding the expected average) anyways, what i really want to say is that i couldn't really make these things if it wasn't from God. but i still have to take this call sims this wednesday. really praying to God that he would give me confidence.
Posted at 3/28/2005 7:25:48 am by kulafu
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
first week of work started march 15th last tuesday. when i got there i really do not know what to expect. i tried to compose myself with what's ahead forced myself to behave as calmly as possible. since it was my first day of training for work, i have to face my fears and be bold enough to meet other people. if you could only meet me several years ago, you wouldn't believe what i'd go through just to avoid these kinds of circumstances. as most of my friends know, i really can't do these things without God's supervision. and Yes, i pray (even in my mind) everyday, as i go on every single day of the week, for me to survive the day. and i admit there are some days that i forget to ask God's provisions for the day, and it is easily manifested with my performance. Twas wednesday, 2nd day of the week when i arrived late for work and missed half of the exam. in a blink of an eye, i forgot to acknowledge God the night before. and guess what had happened. i really am giving all the credit to the One whom has made possible for me to work outside of the ministry. and it is also my prayer that i would not forget to give to Him what is due Him. as it is really easy for me to forget, especially when i am enjoying the fruits with which He has humbly privided for me. my only wish is that, with every effort and breath i take in and out during the training would reflect God's goodness in me.
i also met new friends during the first week of training, and they are wonderful people. my prayer is that they would see the difference in me. that there's something in me that keeps me goin and that they would see and realize that they will need it in their lives as well. as i see it not only as a necessity in my life, but a love which i am really not deserving.
it's almost 3 in the morning and the start of the second week will just be several hours from now. i pray that i would have His guidance and strength as i go through this day. and the rest of the week.
Posted at 3/22/2005 3:03:35 am by kulafu
Friday, March 11, 2005
i like showing my old pictures with my friends. i take pride in the way i once looked, not as big as i am now [ yeah! nice way of putting it! ]. but anyways, i showed it to a friend, while we were eating at Wendy's at SM manila. [ i usually do this when i run out of things to say ]. so i took out my wallet and showed her a photo of me several years ago [ don't ask how long, well okay while i was still in college ]. she took a look at it and said, "Oh my Gosh!!!" she gasped and looked back at me harshly; "Is this really you?... you looked different..." [ woah! ] i got a little uncomfortable that time. "What happened?" she added. so i just looked back at her and smiled. well she's well known to be transparent. guess i shoud have known better.
"What happened?"... i had mixed emotions with what her reactions were, and boy! did i ever wanted to give her a thing or two. but let's face it, i'm fat! who wouldn't notice. even the kids right outside of our church calls me names, such as 'taba', or they would ask me questions like 'kuya, bakit ang laki mo!'. [ arrgghh! ]
and yes! i love to eat. i eat when i'm happy, i eat alot when i am depressed, i eat with my friends even when i just finished my dinner, just for the sake of their company i eat. and when i get home, i pass by a mini stop just to buy some peanuts, or when i run into a 7-11 store, i buy the super siopao. haaaay!
i guess the only one to blame here is myself and no one else. can't seem to shake free from this habit of mine. just telling this story makes me hungry... hmm...
Posted at 3/11/2005 1:51:20 am by kulafu
Monday, March 07, 2005
Count your blessings...
... my mom is doing well after her surgery. (if you could only see her after her surgery, the next day she was up and about).
... i am only eight days away from my first day of training for work. (i should have started a week ago, but i guess the Lord wanted me to look after my mom, if the training was not moved, i would have no chance at all to be there for her).
... bossing, mom shirley and anne windus visited my mom at the hospital. (it's really gracious of them to go see my mom, even thought there were lot of curious eyes pointed towards them. some thought bossing was from a cult of some sort. :) i even got to talk to my mom about how she raised me and how i misbehaved as a child. we kinda remembered all the funny things as well. sort of a short bonding).
... i sang at church today with barely looking at the lyrics sheet. (i am really bad at memorizing songs, you can ask John, Kaligay and Ida about it. but hey, i did it. although i messed up some of the lyrics but i finally got to sing it. as John told the music team the word "EXTRAVAGANT". i still like my definition better, from the root words 'extra' and 'vague'... ahehe).
... the Lord sustains me, kahit na walang 'bala'. (i don't know how i am practically living at all, the fact that i have no work since i stopped last december. don't worry guys, i'll pay the "utangs" i have with you. ahe he he. but i have to face the fact that God gave me friends who are really understanding and caring. guys i need more... not! ahehe)
... FRIENDS. (need no further explanations).
Posted at 3/7/2005 1:04:00 am by kulafu
Saturday, March 05, 2005
this is really interesting, but i do not agree with the results. kasi hindi naman ako excellent with english. somewher in between siguro ahihi.
English Genius
You scored 80% Beginner, 86% Intermediate, 87% Advanced, and 77% Expert! |
| You did so extremely well, even I can't find a word to describe your excellence! You have the uncommon intelligence necessary to understand things that most people don't. You have an extensive vocabulary, and you're not afraid to use it properly! Way to go!
Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it!
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Posted at 3/5/2005 2:13:26 am by kulafu
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Destiny, you are the oldest of The Endless, you are eternally chained to a book that holds the secrets of the universe. You are all business, never have time to even crack a smile, and always make sure you do not draw too much attention. You do not want people hunting after you!
funny nga he he he
Posted at 3/1/2005 2:50:26 pm by kulafu
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